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hey....im sorry I don't make that many journals and im sorry for not really uploading anything that much...im just in a very very deep depression....about a month ago, my gf left me and 13 of my closest friends left me by either telling me to stay out of their lives or just refusing to even talk to me.....and today my last 3 friends has left me.....I feel so alone and hopeless.....I know I have online friends but every single one of my IRL friends plus gf has left me.....I have exactly zero friends now....and I just don't get it. I love each and every one of my "friends" and they all leave me like im a disposable napkin......why does everyone I love leave me?...why?....god, I know I don't have a mom but does that mean I cant have friends either?....I hate to say it but im going to quit sketching for a little while.....its just this hurts soooooo much. just know I love you all very much and ill get back to sketching and practicing once I feel a little better.....I hope u all have a great day today and ill see ya around <3 also im so sorry for all of this sad stuff, I just needed to vent a little even though it hurts worse than anything ive ever felt.....if ya need me (if im ever needed), ill be in the corner of my room trying to stop crying....
For Whom The Bell Does That Bell Sound
Hey! its been a long while since ive made a jounral but thats mainly because ive been a busy bee plus i dont really make journals unless i really have something to say! my main reason for this one is to tell everyone more art will come eventually, ive just had a creative block for sometime. go ahead and leave some goofy suggestions to maybe get the creative juices flowing! i love hearing new ideas and creative thoughts! use them or not i love hearing impute!
my second reason for this is to help put someones name more out there ^^ just to help him out a bit since hes a great artist and he deserves more watchers! the guy is !J10H (https://www.deviantart.com/j10h) and i re
Birthday WisheZ
Thank you everyone who has sent me a happy birthday ^^ I hope everyone has a great week and I hope everyone doesn't eat too much candy from Halloween!
A True Nightmare (My Wonderland)
this literally happened about 7 mins ago and i really needed to write all this down before i lost all the details of it and i didn't know where else to type it so im sharing this with everyone reading. i just had a terrifying dream, like not terrifying enjoyable, but terrifying terrifying. ill just get to it. it started with me in a different house, bigger then my own but a little messier. i wanted to ask my sister what was up but she was having sex. then i wanted to tell my dad but he was in the living room having sex. i was disgusted so i got into my jeans and shirt (instead of Pjs) and took a walk around this new neighborhood. the outside
I Had a Dream!
at work, I took a power nap during my lunch break and I dreamed I went on DA and saw that ~HyrosDiaperDivas (https://www.deviantart.com/hyrosdiaperdivas) drew a pic to celebrate the series finale of adventure time next month! he drew a pic of bubblegum messing her diaper while marcy was watching from the shadows. and then I woke up! kinda bummed that it was just a dream but hopefully maybe some artists will do diapered adventure time art for the series finale ^^ it was such a fantastic show and im sad to see it go but all good things must come to an end. just wanted to share that little experience I had today! hope everyones having a great month!
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I'm sorry if I never really paid attention to you, but tbh, it's not you who wants to make me leave dA, leaving you is just an unintended consequence of my actions... 
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